All thx to "You"

It's kinda funny...
All in a sudden, I thought of the past...
Yea... I was sort of like thinking of someone.
Not missing! Just it came to my mind ~*
Flashing here and there...
Someone who has infinitely changed my life.
This someone had once
Brought me to the undeniably blissful heaven
and subsequently sent me to the unbearable hell...
That wasn't all of it...
The worst came during the time I tried to keep myself intact and crawled out of the hellish hole of darkness...
Hahax...
It was quite a process!
I assure you!


But when I looked at these frames of memory of mine again,
One by one...
Well,
I felt glad, honestly, that things actually happened.
It's not because I agreed to what this "someone" had done to me;
No offense, wasn't talking about whether the "someone's" acts were right or wrong,
Just that, right or wrong, is indubitably a very subjective issue.
And at this point, I believe things happened because it meant to;
Because someone like me needed something like this to grow;
a journey of extreme ups and downs.


And of course, thanks to this series of incidents,
I'm a free man now.
I have no burden on my shoulder,
I don't have to think or even fantasize about some uncertainties of the future,
I don't have to get drown in the sense of insecurity anymore,
I do what I want,
I live like there's no tomorrow,
and most of all, I can fall and stand up again.
I don't hate you, instead, I thank you. =]
For being part of my life.
I mean making up part of my memories.
Though it might sound a little sarcastic
but I don't mean in at all!
Trust it or not, all the statements bring along sincerity.


My life right now is a reflect of the past.
Without you, will I be the same now?
Nope. Never.
I thank you for creating a turning point in my life
So that I know what's best for myself
And to be a better man.
Thank you.


I used to be "Quite" mad at y**.
Then I realized how immature and childish I was,
There is never a definite right or wrong,
It only depends on where you're standing at that moment.
Try to stand elsewhere, and you'll see a different view.
I can see now,
how big and beautiful the world is.