Finally I told him

Chapter 1.
Foo... damn a lot to express today.
I was watching a music program with T before
T started commenting one of the girl groups "again" with "his unique style of
criticism".
T gave his unique style of criticisms without failed every time when we got to watch music program together.
A few months ago, when T started this, I was very uncomfortable with it.
Gradually, it has become such an annoyance I couldn't bear it anymore.
Therefore, today, finally, with courage, I told him about my feelings.
I told him I hate the way he comments on female artists.
PS* (T's style of commenting on female artists):
1) WuO! They're so attractive and fantastic but strange,
why didn't my thing' stand up?
2) (Girls with bigger boobs) Wuo, hey, did you see that?
Phi wit... Woah...Can't you see that?
(making all sorts of naughty laughs)
3) (Rainbow-A) People are not listening to the song,
Wow... (naughty laughs again) I'm not listening to the song well...
Look at them...

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Chapter 2.
To my tremendous surprise, I got completely screwed back.
T's reply:" What now? So now you mean I can't comment anything about kpop? Kpop's yours?! You think you have great due of authority to the extend that you can restrict my freedom to comment on Kpop? So means now I can't comment on Kpop at all! Okay, you have the greatest power! Only you can comment anything on kpop. Only you can watch kpop! Only you can listen to kpop!"
Then I told him that I wasn't referring to the whole kpop. I told him I was only referring to the way he comments on female artists and that I'm restricting his freedom to comment. Next, I told him that he's free to make any comments on kpop and that I was really sorry if I've offended him, I was just trying to let him know that I hate the way he comments on female artists.
T's reply:" What? So now only you can comment on female artists? So basically you're trying to tell me I can't say anything about it right?! Ya, the kpop is yours! I have my freedom to say or comment thing I want and it's none of your business! Why are you fucking me now? I have the right to say anything I want! You don't like it or hate it, that's your problem. You can't stop me from doing anything I want! You're always like that! I don't know what the hell you're thinking! Why are you being so sensitive?!"

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Chapter3.
It's being sensitive a wrong thing? I was just telling him that I hate his disrepectful way of criticism.
Then I told him the reasons why I hate the way he comments on female artists.
Reasons (from my point of view I think his way of criticism):
1) disrespects females (mainly female artists) [I hate this the most]
2) causes me to think that I'm not focusing on the musics or the performance,
rather I'm focusing on what he's focusing
3) did not appreciate the hard works of the artists trying so hard to produce good musics and performances

Then, I told him :" Yes I admit I'm sensitive. But can you stop someone from being sensitive?! And this is not about a person's sensitivity. I was just trying to let you know I hate the way you comment on female artists. Of course, you have the right to ignore it and do whatever you want!"

T's reply:" Okay, from now on, I'm not going to comment anything about female artists anymore. I'm not going to...!"

Me:" No, this is not what I mean. You have the freedom to comment anything you like about any artists. Just that I'm trying to tell you I hate the way you comment on female artists, only that and nothing else. The way you comment on female artists."

T's reply:" I don't know, from now on, I won't comment anything about the female artists. I don't know. I don't know."

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I found one of his actions annoying so I confronted him and now I felt so guilty like the whole thing was actually set up by me trying to find some excuse to screw him.
I should be happy after confronting him but instead I really need someone to comfort me now.
I have lost my way in this world, I don't know what's ethics anymore, I don't know the world anymore. After living in this world for nineteen years and now I realised I don't actually know what's right or wrong.
I can hardly differentiate the two. Now I doubt whatever I think "it should be done" isn't the right decision for me to initiate or promote.
Is there anyone out there who can give me some comforts.
I'm feeling darker and darker about this world.