I saw my shade in Terrorblade's

When I logged into my Facebook account this evening,
I saw some of my friends shared a video link.
It didn't attract me that much until I saw the title, "Dota - TerrorBlade's Revenge".
It wasn't because I was sensitive to the word, "revenge", rather it was because I've heard and seen some video clips on youtube years ago about this Dota Chronicle.
It is one of the most famous chronicle of Dota and it was a big hit to Warcrafts players.
I don't know whether it is still that popular now but it was.
Also, seeing one of the "dude" indicated at the comment section that it was a movie, it urged me to play video.
I thought it was a trailer but it turned out to be the real movie and I only realized that when I looked at the duration of the video, 1hour and 4minutes.



TerrorBlade's Revenge



So I started watching and...
As the story proceeded, I got very emotional.
I identified myself a lot with the story, especially the main character.
I kept seeing shades of myself from the main character.
I didn't have any gifted talents nor I have an "eye-candy" appearance or a "vibrant warm" soul that makes the others like me in an instant.



Since small, I've been trying very hard to achieve in anything possible but I've succeeded none of them.
I'm a loser and everybody makes fun from humiliating me.
I've been enduring all these humiliations for years and years
and the scorns and cold eyes from the people have formed this immeasurable hatred in every single nerves I have.
There were moments when I thought that my existence was a mistake.


However...
I have converted the hatred into a driving force to work harder and desire success more.
I yearn for success because I want to pay back these people who once turned me into a laughing subject.
Not by killing them but by returning the humiliations they've given me with "interests".


Thinking deeply...
Would this strong desire of mine lead me to the similar ending the main character had in the story?
Will there be a time where I'll be hurting the ones I know.
I have none of the answers...

Enjoy the movie, everyone.
(I'm recommending it because of its epic plot and appropriate soundtracks, not because that I'm a Warcraft player. The story has romance too, so I guess girls will also love it as well.)