I hate him alright

"I know you're very good-looking and popular

but you don't have to brag it up to me, my dear brother."

This is what I post on Facebook after got lil' pissed off

by my younger brother who bragged me about his popularity.

And when he saw this, he forced me to delete it.

I know I could have just ignore him but we would end up fighting.

And I wouldn't want my weekends in KL got ruined by that.

I didn't even tag him that statement.

I mean I could have!

Dare he raised his voice to me. =.="

Delete that! What would the others think if they saw it?

Woi! Delete that~! You know I'm just kidding right?

Yea... damn right.

You REALLY look like you're kidding when you bragged about it.

With that tone and expression.... I STRONGLY agree with you.

I mean STRONGLY~*!

정말 싫어해요!!

I need more time

Stay or Leave?

I need more time to decide.

Been thinking really a lot..

If I chose to leave, then I'll definitely be having a lonelier life.

The good thing is I "might" graduate sooner~*

The exit is in front of me,

now,

turn the knot or not?

Stars above the sky

Something to be happy of...

Well, it has been 2years since I felt like this...

Hahaa...

Feeling nostalgic here...

I must say, that's impressive~*

Way to go!~ xD

But I seem to be blindfolded by some fake hopes...

LoL

It's just like looking at the stars above the dark sky;

you're sitting down here and they're so high above.

That might as well just my own wishful thinking...

Silly me

xD

Well, at least it got me pumping again*

It's not as bad as it looks huh?! xD

Haahaaa

But Damn!!

I'm gonna' need some time to get over it now.

LOL...

A serious dilemma

Should I leave MMU?

I'll really miss my club...

I love my club,

I love everyone there...

I love smiling and laughing with my mates from the club...

I love getting new friends through the activities~

Eventually, I love my club more than my course and far more than

myself....

Should I leave?

I love the people here.

I love my club.

If only my dad could stop pressuring me to enter a prestigious university like Oxford,

Harvard, Nottinghammm...n etc. to get a Master degree.

I know my CGPA would never be able to maintain at 1st class after the 4years course.

I've just lost my 1st class status last semester

and I'm only currently at the 2nd semester of my 2nd year of degree.

The subjects are only going to be tougher and tougher.

How would I be able to get a 1st class honours to apply for these "pretty" universities.

How much I wish my dad understands how I feel...

I'm tired...

for the last 20years

living up to expectations and struggling to survive admist the enormous competition.

I just wanna' get a steady job that would earn me enough

Fall in love with someone

& spend the rest of life with her...

Raise some kids~

Spend more time with my family

Do something I've always wanted to do

If I decided to leave MMU,

for the next 2years of study,

there won't be anyone there to play around with....

no hell loads of activities for me to plan and execute...

No one there to listen to my stupid jokess...

But the good thing is I might graduate a lot earlier with a more superior qualification.

Enter the workforce earlier...

I mean you start your career earlier = ahead of the others

Sighhh.... I miss you people's laughs the most.

I love the connections with the people.

It feels contended and warm.

I find it so hard to leave the club as I couldn't watch it grow.

True Cross

What's worst in this corrupted world is that there is no

protection

for

whistle blowing.

And just when you thought the outcome will go your way,

bad news is always ahead of it.

Damn it.

- Sean -

I'm stopping sit-ups

Been suffering from constant back pain for sitting too long for quite

a few years now.

On top of that, doing sit-ups has worsened the condition and it has resulted in

persistent pain in a few particular discs.

So to prevent further damage to my discs...

I'm stopping sit-ups.

Instead of tightening the abs with sit-ups,

I'll try relaxing the muscles through stretching since stretching is good for the back.

Forego dream for health

=)