Saturday, October 29, 2011

I hate him alright


"I know you're very good-looking and popular
but you don't have to brag it up to me, my dear brother."

This is what I post on Facebook after got lil' pissed off
by my younger brother who bragged me about his popularity.

And when he saw this, he forced me to delete it.
I know I could have just ignore him but we would end up fighting.
And I wouldn't want my weekends in KL got ruined by that.

I didn't even tag him that statement.
I mean I could have!
Dare he raised his voice to me. =.="

Delete that! What would the others think if they saw it?
Woi! Delete that~! You know I'm just kidding right?

Yea... damn right.
You REALLY look like you're kidding when you bragged about it.
With that tone and expression.... I STRONGLY agree with you.
I mean STRONGLY~*!

정말 싫어해요!!

I need more time


Stay or Leave?

I need more time to decide.
Been thinking really a lot..

If I chose to leave, then I'll definitely be having a lonelier life.
The good thing is I "might" graduate sooner~*


The exit is in front of me,
now,

turn the knot or not?



Thursday, October 27, 2011

Stars above the sky


Something to be happy of...
Well, it has been 2years since I felt like this...
Hahaa...
Feeling nostalgic here...
I must say, that's impressive~*
Way to go!~ xD


But I seem to be blindfolded by some fake hopes...
LoL

It's just like looking at the stars above the dark sky;
you're sitting down here and they're so high above.

That might as well just my own wishful thinking...
Silly me
xD

Well, at least it got me pumping again*
It's not as bad as it looks huh?! xD
Haahaaa

But Damn!!
I'm gonna' need some time to get over it now.
LOL...


Tuesday, October 25, 2011

A serious dilemma


Should I leave MMU?
I'll really miss my club...
I love my club,
I love everyone there...
I love smiling and laughing with my mates from the club...
I love getting new friends through the activities~
Eventually, I love my club more than my course and far more than
myself....

Should I leave?

I love the people here.
I love my club.


If only my dad could stop pressuring me to enter a prestigious university like Oxford,
Harvard, Nottinghammm...n etc. to get a Master degree.


I know my CGPA would never be able to maintain at 1st class after the 4years course.
I've just lost my 1st class status last semester
and I'm only currently at the 2nd semester of my 2nd year of degree.
The subjects are only going to be tougher and tougher.

How would I be able to get a 1st class honours to apply for these "pretty" universities.

How much I wish my dad understands how I feel...
I'm tired...
for the last 20years
living up to expectations and struggling to survive admist the enormous competition.

I just wanna' get a steady job that would earn me enough
Fall in love with someone
& spend the rest of life with her...
Raise some kids~
Spend more time with my family
Do something I've always wanted to do


If I decided to leave MMU,
for the next 2years of study,
there won't be anyone there to play around with....
no hell loads of activities for me to plan and execute...
No one there to listen to my stupid jokess...

But the good thing is I might graduate a lot earlier with a more superior qualification.
Enter the workforce earlier...
I mean you start your career earlier = ahead of the others


Sighhh.... I miss you people's laughs the most.
I love the connections with the people.
It feels contended and warm.


I find it so hard to leave the club as I couldn't watch it grow.

Monday, October 10, 2011

True Cross

What's worst in this corrupted world is that there is no
protection
for
whistle blowing.


And just when you thought the outcome will go your way,
bad news is always ahead of it.


Damn it.

- Sean -


Tuesday, October 4, 2011

I'm stopping sit-ups

Been suffering from constant back pain for sitting too long for quite
a few years now.
On top of that, doing sit-ups has worsened the condition and it has resulted in
persistent pain in a few particular discs.

So to prevent further damage to my discs...
I'm stopping sit-ups.

Instead of tightening the abs with sit-ups,
I'll try relaxing the muscles through stretching since stretching is good for the back.

Forego dream for health
=)

Friday, September 30, 2011

Brown Eyed Girls - The Return from Hibernation

After a hiatus of 2 years,
the girl group that had once shaken the Kpop world with "Abracadabra",
Brown Eyed Girls, is back with they're newly developed sixth Sense!

Behold! ~ TURN YOUR SPEAKER UP!
AND
Witness the almighty BEG's Sixth Sense




Coolness Overloads

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Oh My


I couldn't believe that these 2 things happened in the exam hall earlier:

1) That I would finish the deadly FAR II paper early

2) That I spent 35 minutes looking at others writing non-stop while my brain had stopped functioning.

Guilt ~* Guilt ~* Forgive me as I've committed a sin, my Lord.



I've tried but that's the end of the road for my lovely brain.

(>.+)
I'm fatally Tired as a result of the 2 weeks of miserable memorizing and the constant staying-up-late thingy.
As the end of my FAR II paper marks the start of my semester break,
I couldn't help myself to get excited or whatsoever.
I guess I'm too overwhelmed by the guilt and tiredness...

(-(Oo)+)

So this is how my 1st semester break of my 2nd year in university takes off ~*


with the goofy Eun Young xD


Monday, September 26, 2011

Ma Babies



Ahhhh....
My babies have safely reached my place~* xD
Didn't expect them to arrive so early

Especially when I'm still in the middle of having my finals
+D
Well, at least it cheered up my day and brought me some
extra motivation to 'pawn' my last paper on the coming Wednesday..
or maybe I'll just get pawned like usual
but at least the babies ease the pain
;)


Saturday, September 24, 2011

Eun Young's Pre-debut Dance Practice


Still couldn't believe
I FOUND THIS BY ACCIDENT!
It's not on Youtube yet and I couldn't find it anywhere
on Korean search engines or Korean websites!
Had then uploaded to ma' BG Youtube Channel...
Hahaaa xD

Go check it out.
Eun Young's the one in blue top with big shiny earrings.
And Pussy Pussycat Dolls' the one who sings the song ~
(Well, I mean... it's always been only Nicole ~.~)

=)