Look at the mirror

Yo, dude.
Look at the mirror.
Ugly, isn't it?
Yea, I know you hate yourself.
I know you've been hating yourself for the past 19 years.
But I can assure you that this moment of your life is definitely
not the moment where you are allowed to fall.
You do not have the right to fall now.
You and I both know we have been suffering so much from the people's disdains and scorns.
And that's exactly why you can't fall now.
You fall now, you lose everything.
You won't be able to win back even a little bit of your dignity.
You and I both know you had been through your worst days
And that the current is not the worst!
We both know the worst days you had are much harder and worse than what you're having now.
You fail now, we both fail.
So stand up please!
Stand up!
For the worst days were long over and today's not the worst.
Please get up and head forward although you do not have a shield to protect yourself from the coming arrows.
Please do not be afraid as I'll be with you no matter what.
Please continue to endure and withstand the existing and also the upcoming pains.
Losers like us cannot fall.
Since we are losers, we should work much harder to get to the top and must not fall.
Losers like us will forever be losers if you all know is to sit there, do nothing and not wanting to get up when you fall.
Today is the day where you have your worst day for the past one year and happened to face something you do not wish to face the most for the past 1 year.
Yea，just like the saying "give one's enemy a wife and lose one's soldiers as well".
Met two of the most unwanted things you have in your list in one day.
So what? Are you gonna' just fall now?
Haven't you thought of how the people around have been treating you the past 19 years?
Have you forgotten how you overcame all the previous pains?
Do you not remember what you have been through?
How did you survive under the contempt of the others?
Have you seriously forgotten all those?
Well, it's alright!
BUT YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER ALL OF THEM NOW!!!!
You ugly, useless piece of shit!
Yes, I'm "the" mirror and also "your" mirror.
I'm your reflection and now I'm telling you to WAKE UP!
Get A Hold of Yourself!
Prove them wrong and win all your prides back.
Remember? You once told me that
This is the ultimate goal of your life.
Lose this direction and forever you'll be a zombie.
People who bleed so often like us should have no fear bleeding more
Hey, Jiann Nan.
STAND UP AND CONTINUE WALKING!!
BLEED TO THE LAST DROP OF YOUR BLOOD
AND DON'T YOU DARE TO FALL BEFORE THAT.