Had a drink with some old buddies from high school on Friday's night
and my mind kept recalling a thing one of my friend told me.
The persistent recall made me think deep about it.
Abbie, you're right.
Perhaps people like me don't deserve any love from the others.
I wear masks all my life except when I'm alone by myself.
I rarely allow others to glimpse at the face behind my masks.
At most of the time, wearing my masks is my top priority.
Emotions always come second.
Yea... who on earth will like someone who has another face beneath their so-called "face"?
Would you like your close friend to have a devilish personality under their smiles?
Or how would you like it to find out that the smile of your friend lies another he or she?
Nevertheless, wearing masks has somehow become a reflex action to me.
Unlike others, I need that in life
I need it to protect the "me" behind those layers and layers of mask.
Yes, I'm doing that for myself and I'm a selfish person.
Sigh...
I'm fake, guys.
Don't get so near to me or you'll seriously get hurt.
Approach at your own risk, folks.
Listen carefully, I'm giving warnings here.
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