Classes
Tutorials
Exams
Seminars
Assignments
All the hardcore subjects (that I can't understand no matter how many times I read)
Running the club
Planning for activities
Looking for retailers or sponsorship
Korean Language
Works
Family matters
Freaking a lot of meetings
and I know it's gonna' be heavier as time passes
especially the studies and the works.
I used to have my weekends to chill out without thinking about
anything
Now, my weekends are so fully occupied I barely have time for
myself.
Every time I got to sneaked out somewhere,
my eyes are always on the time on my cellphone
Tik Tok Tik Tok... Time: " Time for you to do this or do that"
or
just when I've completely forgotten about all "these stuffs",
there will always be a text, phone call or someone to remind me
to do something.
I can't focus in anything I do...
Sighhh...
No matter what,
for the coming 3-4years,
I'll always put my studies as a priority
Anything that contradicts with it
will have to be eliminated.
Then it'll be my 3years of working
in any of the accounting firms
to acquire the the chartered accountant status.
At least this is the least I can do to repay my parents
for raising me up
You may say I'm not good in time management
or
I'm handicapped
not as good as you
Can't handle stress
or whatever
I know myself best.
If I can't focus in one thing and seek excellence with it,
what's the point of doing all these stuffs and become
nothing in the end.
And I need some time for myself...
I'm not you,
you have your interests in certain things
I have mine in some other things...
If I don't even get the chance to do little things
that I enjoy in life,
what's the purpose of living?
Sighh
I want myself back.
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