I want to shout

I wish I'm alone by the sea
Drink 2 glasses of honey water
and shout as hard as I can

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One of friend once said I releases negative aura.
Perhaps I really do
and I'm really sorry for all the negative posts and emotions I showed
Well I guess, most of my days were black and white
I don't get excited by things easily neither do I get happy about things quickly
Maybe I'm just another self-centered person like what the others think...